Or??? This is the first time sense Jon died that I thought I had a bad day... The day he died I had a rubbish day so many bad things happened. And 1h before he died I went for a shower and wile I was walking upstairs I was thinking "what a bad day I've had"!! And felt a bit sad. And I had no ide what was just around the corner to happen! When it happened I was thinking. I'm never gonna say I've had a bad day again!! Cuz nothing breaks this... Nothing... And today again I thought I had a bad day. At least to start with. But it scared me that I was thinking for a wile I had a bad day...? How could I think that??? How could I forgett? If only for a wile , how could I forgett?
Now I'm home "alone" it's a storm outside and soooo dark! I'm really scared of the darkness... My alarm on the yard went off for a minute ago. I went to have a look and it said it was something wrong in the dining room... Nothing is wrong there but it keeps beeping about it. I'm walking around in the evening really scared that something is gonna happen. I know it's silly but I'm really scared.
Bad day or not. Until u lose the most important thing in your life it ain't a bad day! Maybe u don't know what is the most important thing until u lose it! I didn't !!!!!!
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