Oh my it's been a horrible day for me today. Not as bad as three years ago but still pretty bad. It started last night I was gonna go on a show in Austria next week. And I found out last night that it was canceled and no one told me anything. Later in the morning I go to the stable and I notice that one of my horses are really really bad... So bad she can't be ridden for another year probably. Spent all afternoon at the vets and later I have 4 more horses to ride. Finished really late so I couldn't go to the gym. I come home and my through starts hurting a lot. And now it hurts so much I can't speak or swallow. And on top of this its Jons birthday ? I'm laying in bed right now and crying a little for him. I miss him so much I don't know how to move on... I don't know...
Happy birthday love!!! I love you