I had a dream last night! It was so real! We were at home like in the old good times. My Jon and puppies. I woke up in the morning and it was a snowstorm. Snowing like hell. But I wanted to go out for a walk so I did. I walked on the big road all the way to the exit to the motorway. I was looking for something but I can't remember what. When I got there something scared me and I rushed away quickly and accidentally dropped my phone. I walked and walked but the snow was so havy and there was no road to walk on. I was tiered and then there's a big big lorry coming and I was thinking I have to hide. So I hide behind a building so he could pass without running me over. I wanted to call Jon so he could come and help me. I was tiered cold and wet. And all of a sudden he turns up on he's snowmobile with puppies as well coming to pick me up and bring me home. I kissed him and told him that I thought I lost him and that I was never gonna see him again. He said that I was silly as always and that he's not going anywhere. I cuddled him and kissed him and everything felt complete again. And I instantly got happy for a second.
I miss it so much. Him with the snow our dog and everything that comes with it. Life is so unfear. I miss him so much no one can understand!!