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I'm warning you to continue reading if u don't want to know!
I'm going crazy over guys right now! I'm finding someone everywhere! But we start from the top of this year!! When I was in Spain this year I found a really nice guy who I started seing (sleeping with). He was the first guy that I've met that I could see myself with for a relationship. We spended 5 weeks together but all the time he said I don't want a relationship! Ok... Why not? I went back home we were still texting but nothing more. I went on a show to Austria and the last night I found another guy! This guy was amazing and I think I started to fall in love with him. It seams like he's interested but then one day he just stops texting of phoning me and I can't get hold of him. Now I've found a new guy again who seams perfect. He has been through the same thing as I have or nearly. And he's the first one that actually understands me. I only got a few h with this guy but we really connected. But once again he made very clear he doesn't want a relationship! I have during this 18 months seen 8 guys who I would bee interested in as a boyfriend. But non if these guys wants a relationship...? Why?!? What's wrong with guys? I've tried horse guys, normal guys, older guys and younger guys. Nothing!!! I go crazy soon. I don't trust anyone anymore. I want to love someone but I can't ! What's wrong with me? Why doesn't anyone wants me? This is what I'm thinking of everyday now.. I know u can't have it all. But I just want to love someone.
Sorry everyone who is reading this I just need to wright it out. Cuz I feel terrible some days. And I feel like I'm worth nothing at all...
Xoxo / H
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