Some days are better than other. To day is a bit better. I bloody hate this time of year we r heading towards. :( cold dark and hard ground. Witch means trouble riding. No indoor school means no practice. I was hoping for a year ago that everything wold be sorted by now. But because of Jon's death everything got very delayed. So I'm hoping for an English winter with no snow and above 0 degrees. Sunny days means frozen ground and no riding. So no good. I wanna go somewhere warm and cosy now. And I can't wait to go to Spain and Oliva Nova. I do need the sun so badly. And I hate Sweden and all the crap weather all the year long. The weather really affects my mood. And I don't like that we only have a few hours of daylight etch day. I'm gonna try get some sleep now. Lots of love / H xx