And I wish I wasn't! As soon as I've been gone and come back home. I hate it!!! I hate to be home. It's boring emty and not fun. I just feel like disappearing for a wile. Maybe a life time (could be short) I don't know. I just now I don't enjoy to be here right now. :( when I'm away, something is happening. I like to be away doing things. Competing, training, traveling. I love all of it and I hate the daily life right now. It's cold dark and lonely.
I do know I sound spoiled and moody. That's not my attention... So I'm sorry if anyone gets afended. Hope u r all good. Love to u all! Xxx