And I wish I wasn't! As soon as I've been gone and come back home. I hate it!!! I hate to be home. It's boring emty and not fun. I just feel like disappearing for a wile. Maybe a life time (could be short) I don't know. I just now I don't enjoy to be here right now. :( when I'm away, something is happening. I like to be away doing things. Competing, training, traveling. I love all of it and I hate the daily life right now. It's cold dark and lonely.
I do know I sound spoiled and moody. That's not my attention... So I'm sorry if anyone gets afended. Hope u r all good. Love to u all! Xxx

 

AC

11 november 2013 21:29

Hej Hannah!
Du är så stark! Att du känner den känslan när du är hemma på gården är inte alls konstigt.
Jag beundrar dig!
Jag gillar att du har börjat att blogga så man får följa din vardag.
Det är svårt att hitta aktiviteter hela tiden som håller de jobbiga tankarna på avstånd, man får nog försöka hitta en kompromiss.
Heja dig!!
Jag unnar dig allt gott. Kram

 

Hanna Erikssons

11 november 2013 22:37

Det är din blogg, dina känslor, du får skriva precis vad du vill! Gillar inte folk det så behöver dom inte läsa, du skriver inte för att göra andra till lags.
Du skriver för dig själv, för att du behöver det <3 kram!

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