It's Friday morning and only 2 more days left here in paradise!! We r having a great time over here. Loads of fun and loads of shopping done. I don't want to be back for Christmas. I'm not looking forward to it. It feels horrible and I just wish I could be on an tropical Ireland somewhere in the world. Havn't brought any Christmas presents. Cuz the only one I've like to shop for is Jon. I se so many things I would get him if I could. :( I've done alright been here but the closer we get to Christmas the worse it gets. Cuz the only thing I wish for Christmas is him!!! I hate this time of year ... But the NYC is perfect and I'm gonna enjoy it to the max and then take the worries as they com when I return.
Last night we when't to se a show. Cinderella!!! It was really good. Last time I went to a show was for 2 years ago tomorrow in London on my birthday with Jon. So it did feel a little bit wired. But the show was good and I enjoyed it. So now we r going to the Statue of Liberty !! Take care everyone. I love u all. Xxx

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