Already back!?! How quick did that go???
I hade a lovely time in NYC loads of shopping but not so much going out :( wish it had been more of that...
I only got a little bit upset and sad once but ofc he was on my minde every minuet! But now I'm back home and it's incredible but the moment I landed in Stockholm I got upset and I havn't stopped crying yet!!! I hate this! I hate that I'm upset all the time when I'm home. I don't want to be here. Spec not this time of year!!! I'll never spend another Christmas in this town again. From now on I'm going abroad alone or not I don't care! But never ever here again. I don't know how I'm gonna make it through this to days now.
I don't wish for anything this Christmas I don't want a single present!!! Cuz no one can give me what I really want anyway!!!! I get upset when I think about people worrying and getting upset over presents and food and Christmas. People getting upset that they didn't get the present they wanted. It's just stuff?!?! Who cares??
But I know how it is cuz I just to be the same!!! But I'm not anymore. I'm not the same person as last year! Learn to appreciate what u have and stop comparing to what other people have! The only thing that matters on Christmas morning when u wake up is who is there with u! Who is laying next to you! Who is giving u a kiss in the morning! Who is telling u how much he/she loves you! ???

Merry Christmas everyone!

 

Katarina

23 december 2013 20:40

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