Direktlänk till inlägg 6 november 2013
Jag är ingen person som i vanliga fall bloggar. Men jag har väldigt mycket känslor i kroppen och tänkte använda denna blogg som en dagbok och ventilation. Så jag kommer skriva om mina toppar och mina dalar och allt där i mellan. Blir nog en del häst med. Med tanke på att det är mitt liv och den största terapeuten i mitt kaos.
Som ni alla vet så dog min man den 3/1-13 i en hjärtattack, i sitt hem, mitt framför mina ögon. Just nu är mitt stora vardagslyx "the bachelor" med Brad och Emely. Emely förlorade sin man på ett tragisk vis precis som jag. She found love again! Men är rädd och jag är med henne till 200% har man förlorat sitt livs kärlek en gång är det svårt om inte omöjligt att hitta det igen. Och man vågar inte ge någon sitt hjärta igen. Det är en hemsk känsla. I think this will be enough for the first time. Xoxo my friends. Stay safe.
Today I was talking about u. It had me remembering things about u. Things how u always came with a smile everyday how u laught and was so so silly all the time. How u made me so happy and when I was sad u always knew what to say to make me happy. U m...
Today I was talking about u. It had me remembering things about u. Things how u always came with a smile everyday how u laught and was so so silly all the time. How u made me so happy and when I was sad u always knew what to say to make me happy. U m...
I had a dream last night! It was so real! We were at home like in the old good times. My Jon and puppies. I woke up in the morning and it was a snowstorm. Snowing like hell. But I wanted to go out for a walk so I did. I walked on the big road all the...
Why did he die before we started living??? Everyday I get reminded of him of the things we used to have. The things we should of had. I still dream of him and hoping that one day I'll wake up and everything was just a dream. Sometimes I think like th...
Yesterday we were on my cousins hen night. It was a really emotional one for everyone but in different ways. For me it was a bit horrible. I was thinking how my hen night would have been. How I would have feel, the happiness and the love I would have...
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